Tomorrow morning, I will write my last exam ever. It's a four hour, open book essay question exam, to be written in the Africa Media Matrix computer lab. The AMM is the Rhodes University School of Journalism, also known as my second home...

I'm VERY stressed about this exam. I've been working very hard, every day for the past 11 days, and I feel like I know the theory. But I'm scared I'm going to get there and the question is just going to blow me out of the water and I won't know how to answer it. I've got a LOT riding on this exam, I really need to do well. And I'm terrified. BLAH!!

I just need to get through the next 20 hours of my life. Just 20 hours. Then I can check out for a while. Sleep, read something OTHER than academic discourse, rent a stack of movies and just veg out for a couple days because I've bloody well earned it.

I only have to deal with my life for 20 more hours...I can do this, I can do this...